What I paused for — What we almost missed

Every morning I run the same suburban trails — not wilderness, but a more contemporary wild.

These paintings begin there.

It went quiet for a while and then I could hear you again: Walking between the cottonwoods  oil on canvas, 48 × 60", 2025

The Impressionists walked outside to resist the constructed image — standing in actual light, painting what the eye encounters before the mind composes it into something false.

The photograph promised to solve that. But a photograph is never neutral.

Now the dominant image is AI — not a selected truth but a hallucination, generated at industrial speed, indistinguishable from the real.

This work is a response to that.

From observation comes photography, then AI mediation not to generate but to dissolve — until something closer to raw perception remains.

Then paint. Alla prima, one session, no going back. The mark is still the answer. Irreducibly made.

The paint holds the feeling of being present in that light, on that morning, in that body.

Each title is a fragment of interior life — the people I love, woven into the work without ever appearing in it.

I'm not leaving and will be right back: That moment each day near our home

It went quiet for a while and then I could hear you again: Walking between the cottonwoods

I'll wait for you: Spirit Park again and again

On that corner where I always think of you first

When I stayed and didn't want you to go

Wouldn't it be something to stay right here with you

To paint slowly is to insist on being here.

What I Paused For, What We Almost Missed — Slowness as Resistance